It’s interesting to know that most of your classmates agree that the one girl in your class is a total user, man-eater, and gold-digger.
Yay! I’m so excited, and I just can’t hide it. I’m about to lose control and I think I like it!
Some of my classmates lack depth. They’re all about the surface, and when they’re told to look beneath and beyond the face of words and images and such, they make up the most ridiculous interpretations that are so far off from what could have been right.
I really don’t mean to sound all condescending or pretentious, but it’s kind of true, and I’m not going to lie and say, “Oh, that’s a good guess, but there’s a truer meaning.” No, it wasn’t a good guess. It was a horrible guess and you should just stop being all about the skin, all about the face, all about the superficial world. If you have to, start scratching at the crust in order to reach the core.
All surface, no depth.
I asked for his opinion about this year’s prom ticket design. And this is what he had to say.. Awkward..
Well.. there ya go. This generic-ass prom ticket I designed for prom night. It looks dumb but it fits in with the theme.
It’s like, Letters to Juliet is that one movie I can always play and listen to while working on homework. I don’t even pay attention to the movie. I just like the noise.
So, my family is going to buy a Siberian husky and a German shepherd to serve as our new guard dogs/pets in our house in California.
I’m so excited.
And I just can’t hide it.
I’m about to lose control and I think I like it.
It’s frustrating when not a lot of people understand your vision or aesthetics. Then they label it “too much” when it really isn’t. You’re just too afraid to think outside the box and be different. Be fucking weird. I’m tired of the conventional, and I don’t want to associate with ideas that are considered safe.
I think from now on, I’ll just study while sitting at the kitchen table with everything off except the lights and the AC. That way, there’s no bed for me to be tempted to sleep on. I actually did some real studying tonight. Not bad.
Is this what college will be like? WIll I, one day, transition from my bedroom to the kitchen table to Starbucks or another cafe to simply study until the next sunrise? And I’ve heard that Otis is one fierce-ass school that can cause you to sleep for little hours due to the work load. Oh Lordy….
Our day at the beach back in Guam was great. But it was so damned hot and everyone (including me) got a sunburn.
I just had to rub lotion all over my friend’s back because we all went to the beach and had sunburns… Awkward, but hey, what’re friends for?
So, yeah, I won’t be as active as I normally am because I have a life and stuff. So deuces.
*Sigh* Although it’s tempting, I just can’t. New York and I aren’t meant for each other just yet.. or are we? I don’t know anymore, man. I have to enroll by May 1st, but my heart is still stuck in this California dream. I still have Otis and possible UC schools if my appeals pull through. But $11,000 is so tempting. I don’t know, man..
